Monday, March 28, 2011

Xami at 23 weeks

Yes, the little life growing inside of me is 23 weeks already,  She's been kicking at my bladder like crazy ever since we passed the 20-week mark.  I have been complaining about my having to go and empty my bladder every 15 minutes or so, and having to drink lots of fluid, but I miss it when Xami stops kicking.  So actually, I am enjoying this pregnancy except that I have to lie down most of the day. 

I keep imagining what it would be like to finally be a mother.  Sometimes I get nervous because I know that sometimes I can be very lazy and so sometimes I wonder if I will be mom enough to be any good to my child.

Oh Well, I guessed, every first time mother have asked this question once in their life. 

All I know is that I will love you and care for you, Xami, with every bit of my heart, person, and soul, and to the last of my strength.

I truly love you so much already... Xamyrrh Dawn Pido Lumawan. 

THIS GIFT THAT IS XAMI

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