SUGAR SCARE

My blood glucose measurements are too high today--up to 165, and my BP went up to 130/110.  And you Xamyrrh keeps kicking at me.  I hope it only means you're becoming strong there and not because you are in distress.  I don't think I can bear losing you. Let's pray that our good Lord would hold us together longer and that you will be born healthy and that I would be there to take you in my arms and care for you until the day you don't need me anymore.  Your dad is in Manila trying to take a exam for his course.  I know he misses you and me already.  We love you so much, our sweetheart!  Please hang in there... we'll see you in no time.

In Bagabag with Papa and Kuya Yzlel

Today, papa, and Kuya Yzlel and I went to Bagabag.  First we went to the bank, got some money and went to Solano to register at AIM Global, then to Bagabag we went.

Papa helped Ninang Marianne with her computer needs but it took until 4pm and I was so tired already and you keep kicking me but it was not painful, I really love it when I feel you moving in my tummy.  Your kuya Yzlel and I went to the girl's dorm so Mama can lie down and rest a bit.  Kuya Yzlel was so bored he keeps talking and talking.  He even talks to you telling you to stay quiet and not move a lot because Mama is in pain. :)  He told me to talk to you 'dadan' so that you will not get bored like he was.

Kuya Yzlel's pieces of advise:

"Tita, hapit mo dadan hi Xami."
"Xami, ag ka pantegid. Mahakitan hi mamam."
"Tita, opisan taka hiyay ma-kal i hakit mo."
"Xami, hehgeden tayoh papam, magano, on-akad kiho law."

Your Kuya Yzlel is so cool.  You'll like him when you all grow up.

We arrived home at 6pm and I could not get up afterward.  Papa left for Manila tonight and it's you and me alone again.  He kissed you on my tummy and said, "I love you Xam, alagaan mo si mama ha!" :)


Papa and I love you so much, and we can't wait to see you na... if only I can pull the days para July na sana.  :)